My most missed memory

Daddy, i cant believe your gone. I cant believe just like that you were taken away from me. I remember being woken up the morning of your passing, June 8th of 2008, i thought i was being woken up for something bad i did, but it wasn't that at all. I walked into mommys room and noticed her eyes watery, she told me you passed away and immediatly i collapsed on her bed and burst into tears. I always held my tears back but this time i couldn't. I couldn't just ignore what mommy told me. She told me you were gone and that you were never coming back.I wish i couldve been more of a daughter to you . we didnt see each other much but the times we did, i was your little girl ; i was the daddys little girl i always wanted to be . i will forever hold the few memories we shared close to my heart . & never forget you . i hope your lookinq down at me, watchinq over me as i do my best to live the life you never did ; i want to make u proud though your not with me physically . Daddy if youve taught me anythinq in life, its that people shouldnt hold grudges ; i know that now and im mad cuz i realize this when your gone and im so sorry dad . im sorrie for thinkinq negative of u and being mad at you for all those times you stood me up daddy im sorrie for not goinq to see u when u were sick because i was too blind and selfish to see thru those promises u never kept . daddy i just wish u were here to hear my apoloqies and look back at me and tell me that its okay & that u understand . Daddy if i had one wish it would be to bring you back but for now ima just have to be patient and wait for the day you & i are reunited again . Save me a pretty spot in heaven, i love and miss you so much . . . more than anything.